Dream of loving...

For so long
I tried to get along
With my life
Sometimes I feel so strong
But somehow I can't take no more

This life I'm living
I can't believe
Everytime I try to reach my dream
My dream of loving
I can't believe
Everytime I'm falling
Somehow I'm feeling
That I'll get no love

All this time
I just wasted
These years are painted
In black colors of my soul
Losing all my life control...

This life I'm living
I can't believe
Everytime I try to reach my dream
My dream of loving
I can't believe
Everytime I'm falling
Somehow I'm feeling
That I'll get no love

So in the end
I just think I'll bend
In the cruel wind
Falling to my ground
'Cuz no love I found
Maybe's not for me.....

Falling...

Here I'm fighting
A fight that I can't win
Here I'm drowning
On the sand
Wich have been clean

Just one more road
'Til the end is near
Just one more thought
Until I see it clear...

One jar of light
For everytime I've lost
One feeling restrained
Everytime I shouldn't break down
I know I should never lose my wings
But here I'm falling ,endlessly....