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Am stat si am stat
Si tot am asteptat
Tu n-ai aparut
Eu degeaba te-am crezut...

Monotonia ma doboara
Stau pe banca-n gara
Astept trenul sa apara
Viata-i ca o poama amara ...

Timpul se scurge
Izvorul sperantei nu mai curge
Totul se sparge
Cerul cu acid a inceput a plange...

Visele se topesc
Amintiri ele ne impartasesc
Pe acest drum ultima data eu pasesc....

N-am stiut a te pastra...

Pe taram necunoscut acu pasesc
Merg tot inainte dar nu reusesc
Vantul ma-mpiedica sa-mi doresc
Ca a mea misiune s-o indeplinesc ...

Drumul lung eu il strabat
Pe pamant s-a mai asternut un strat
Zapada-i pe jos pan' la palat
Unde-i tronul pe care eu odata am stat
Departe-n lume eu am plecat
Departe de paradisul de mult uitat...

Fara speranta nu voi recastiga
Tot ce-am pierdut ... inima ta
De atunci tot voi regreta
Ca n-am stiut a te pastra...

Noapte sau zi...

Si cand vine noaptea
Am sa dobor o stea
Ea impreuna cu mine va cadea
Precum un mare fulg de nea
V-a cobora in calea ta
Si te v-a acoperii cu marea ei manta..
Cand se face ziua
Din soare iti trimit scantei
Chiar direct de la zei....

*Nu intreba*

Nu intreba
De ce pe mine
Nu te poti baza
Nu o sa-ti fie bine
Si acum imi vine
Sa urlu
Din ce in ce mai tare...
Sa-mi dau ultima suflare....

Nu intreba...
Unde am plecat
Sansa tu ti-ai ratat
Si de cand am aflat
De ce sunt in stare
Torn in urma din lacrimi o mare.....
Soarele pentru mine nu mai rasare....

Nu intreba
De ce n-apare
Viata pe loc aici dispare
In suflet n-ai deloc candoare....
Arunca o privire
Acolo-n zare
Soarele incet incet dispare...

Love desire....

What I've become
A broken man
Living in the fear
I'm still dying
When I miss you
I'm going insane
I feel like I'm losing you...

You said I'm living in fear
Cause I don't wanna lose you
And every time I hear these words
I smile thinking you always be mine.....

Every night
I walk a lonely road
Thinking of
The taste of your lips
Every sigh
Makes me leave
And never come back....

This is a love desire
Falling out of my heart
Now I'm thinking
Where you're hiding
I wish that I find you
Then holding you thousand years......

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When you leaved our place
I yelled to you to come back
You will show your face??
Or you'll just kill the love
And push it through my heart
And let me die from bleeding

I'm not perfect...
But I'm good enough to fight
I will not give up
I'm too young to fall apart
Let me fight then drag me to hell
I'll feel the pain that I felt before
More and more and more....

When ....

When I see you
My heart beat faster
When I hold you
My heart beat faster
When I kiss you
My heart
My heart beat faster

It is going insane
When I hold you
It is beating so slow
When you're not around
It is burning
When I need you...
It is breaking
When I see you falling down....

Hopeless...

Touch my hopeless heart
Try to feel the fire
Inside it.
I'm not the man you think I am
Just try to know me

I'm trying to go through this life
But there's empty inside
It's nothing in ,just hopelessness...

I can't face the dark
Without your help...
Without you,I'm nothing at all...
Nothing in this world...

I don't know what I've become
I'm just a monster...
I'm trying to scream but
My voice is too softer...

Heart beating too fast
This day is the last
My life I will cast
And it will be dust

Dying from love...

This always happens...
I can not resist
Every thought is painful
I can't more...
I feel like I'm dying from love....

If you don't wanna hear
About me anymore...
Just tell me one thing..
And let me die alone.....
Just let me die alone!!

But I can't let you go
You're all I have left now
And I'm asking how
You don't care anymore...

When you pushed me away
I start falling apart
When you leaved me alone
I start dying from love...

You broke my heart....

I have nothing left to say
I just wanna forget that day...
I see fallen angels
I hear thousand bells...

There's nothing left to do
You'll never come back..
And now I can't face the sadness
Without you
Without you is hard
Too hard and dangerous

I remember when I saw you first time
I knew you'll be mine
And now you're running away
Without saying goodbye....
Without saying goodbye......
You broke my heart....

Falling in love...

I'm gonna dream you tonight
I'm gonna kiss you tonight
I'm gonna love you tonight
I'm gonna fall in love......


Will you dream me tonight??
Will you fall in love with me??
Or you'll just runaway from me.......

Can you believe?
That I'm waiting you?
I'm waiting you
To fall in love with me
And then to make
Just a little beautiful love story...

Beging to come back

I found a way to turn you back to me
That will be so hard but I'm waiting...
I'm waiting for you
To come with your smile again to me...

Come back to me,I'm here for you
Come back to me,I'm here for you...
For you!!!!

I want you back.....
Back in my arms....
To feel what I felt before
Before you leaved mee!!!

Come back to me,I'm here for you
Come back to me,I'm here for you...
For you!!!!

We're making some love...

All I wanna say
It's about my day
I just wanna hold you all night...
Just let me hug you once...
And then I'll be strong again....
Just let me hug you twice
And then I'll be unstoppable....

Just let me kiss you
Just let me hug you
Just let me kiss
And I will love you....

Stay here with me
This will be our dream
That will never end
I swear I'll be always your's....

...........

Mereu in viatza sunt momente
Care sunt intotdeauna regretate
De nimeni altcineva decat de mine
Niciodata nu mi-e bine...

Mereu in viatza sunt momente
Care sunt intotdeauna regretate
Eu niciodata n-am dreptate
De iubire nu am parte...

Acum iti spun adio
In timp ce-l ascult pe Dio...
In lume am sa plec
In fata nimanui nu ma aplec...

Iau o chitara si pe scena apar
Viata mea nu e in zadar
Si acum iti dau in dar
Un cantec macar...

The worst day of my life!!!

You're just a big disgrace
I don't wanna live anymore with you...
I don't wanna see you again...

You was my fucking nightmare
But now you are just a unkown person

I don't wanna see you again...
I don't wanna hear you again...
I just don't wanna speak with you again.....

There's just a simple reason
You disappointed me!!!

And now I'm just on my own
I'm just here alone
I drink beer from my bottle
I'm thinking why people
Do not give without
Asking something in return...

Not strong enough...

I'm trying to stop tears to fall
But it is so hard
Emotions are too strong
I'm trying to stop this pain
But I can't
'Cause nobody cares
I'm not strong enough

Repair what you destroyed!!! [continuare]

Si de se va intampla
Inima mi se va darama
Nu mi se va mai repara
Inca o data nu voi ceda
Nu ma voi deranja
Asa ceva
Nu mi se va mai intampla...

Mai bine singur sa pier
Chiar aici in ger...

Niciodata nu voi revenii
Un necunoscut voi devenii
Pana-n ziua cand voi imbatranii...

Nu ceda...

Nu ceda
Caci nu vei cadea
Nu plange
Nimeni nu o sa te alunge..
Nu pleca
Nimeni nu te va deranja....
Nu te-ntrista
Totul se va rezolva
Nu ceda
Durerea va paraliza...

Nu ceda
Urmeaza-ti calea ta
Nu plange
Speranta te va constrange
Nu pleca
Viata ta te va exalta
Nu te intrista
Totul se va rezolva
Nu ceda
Obscurul se va spulbera....

[Cea de-a doua strofa e facuta de Alice... o foarte buna prietena]

Dying Breed!!!

Just a fucking mentality
Can't hold you alive...
That's a dying breed...
OHHHH!!!

Romanians are a dying breed...
And that's the real
They're showing how we can fall down
Prepare your tomb...
'Cause we're falling down
Down on the ground.....

We'll die from bleeding...
Now we can just to scream..
We're a dying breed
A dying breed..
A dying breed...

[That's because i hate the romanians mentality]

Just my feelings..[real]

There's no one to care
I'm sick of all...
I just wanna someone close..
Who cares about me..
Who loves me for who am I...

Maybe this person doesn't exist
Else was here with me
To help me when is so hard
To live anymore in this wolrd...

This can't be happening to me
There is not that one
Who cares about me..
That's only pain
My little world is breaking down
And I can't do anything...

..............

This is not my good day
I just wanna runaway
This is a fucking nightmare
Why you don't care?

Just a little heartache
Can rest my soul
I just wanna stop this suffering
I want a world where dreams are real...

What is to do
What is to say
There is a war inside of me
Battle after battle...
Blood shed and bodies
Of our people....
And more and more sacrifices

We will never need a doctore
We can remedy ourselfs...
But in everyhour there's people
Who will fall..

Please don't cry...

Don't cry tonight
I know I disappointed you
But please don't cry
I know I leaved you alone
But please don't cry....

Everytime we see fallen tears
But this time we just want happiness
There's no more sadness

Don't cry tonight
I know your life is lonely
But please don't cry
I know the dreams never gonna be real
But please don't cry
Don't forget our's first smile...

Goodbye my darling...

Today the sky is breaking
The water is drying
The earth is cracking
The hell is installed
So do not run
Your soul is bound to cry
Just fucked up and die

Everywhere smells of blood
You're just not in the mood
To save our souls
Just stay inside your mind
Just say goodbye

Voice of a demon...

This voice of demon
Is not just inside your head
Is just around you
Can you hear it clearly
Crawrrrrr!!!

My demon's voice
Just follow you everywhere...
You can't leave it in the rain..
But it cans...
Crawrrrrr!!!

Runing is not good for you
Staying is just the same
Maybe you can lock
Your life inside of a cave...

Outside it's so cold...
Your blood is frozen
There's not solutions for you
Just give up and die...

Repair what you destroyed!!!

Iti trimit lacrimi de sus
Nu mai am nimic de spus
Amintirele mele au apus
Si eu din viatza ta m-am dus..
Doar tu m-ai rapus
Si la durere m-ai supus...
Tu totul ai distrus
Si acum ca nu's
Un cantec am compus...
Nu e nimeni mai presus...

Tu in mine n-ai crezut
De aceea n-am putut,
Sa raman , deci am disparut
Tot ce ai facut, m-a durut
Doar pe tine te-am avut....

Dar intr-o zi intunecata..
Pe inima mi-ai lasat o pata
Am crezut ca viata-mi e ratata
Asa cum n-am banuit vreodata...
Ochii ii deschid de-ndata
Si intalnesc o alta fata..
Poate mi se intampla inc-odata....

Poison inside of my veins

Make me cry
Me wanna see you die...
I walk away
Just on my way
Dreaming a new day
When I'll can stop this rain

How can I survive
With this poison
Wich runs through my veins
Give me the antidote
For everything is in my head
For all these bad thoughts..

Right now!!
I need it more than I need you now...
More than I need the essence of life...

This poison inside of my veins
Is too strong for me...
Without help and some love ..
I'll not survive...
Just I'll die

And then all it's over ...
No more beautiful things
Just help me until
I'll rest in peace forever...

Right now!!
I need it more than I need you now...
More than I need the essence of life...

>_< Chaos....

I just said , that is chaos!!!
You burried  me in hell..
It is chaos...
Chaos...

Oh my god...
It is chaos
It is chaos
My dreams are gone forever

Why you told all these things
My life is now a disaster...
I just wanna die
In this world of chaos
In this world full of pain
Our fortress was destroyed
By all these fucking lies

No more lies
No more pain
Just die
Just hate me and go
I just want my life back...
I wanna be alone
Staying around of these ruins...

Oh my god...
It is chaos
It is chaos
My dreams are gone forever

Our love has faded
And a thought troubled me
Inside my broken heart
Why you leaved me in pain?

Chaos is everywhere in our minds
We just can't leave life without this
I just wanna stay alive in pain....

Why we can't try again ?
I promise it will be ok....
It will be ok!!!!!

Crud si rece...

Dintr-o data am devenit foarte rece
Cred ca asta nu va trece
La tine nu-mi mai sta gandul
N-as mai vrea sa-ti simt parfumul....

Plec departe de tine
Nu vei mai auzi de mine
Eu nu ma voi schimba
De boala mea nu ma voi trata

Si de-ti va fi dor
Vei  afla ca pentru tine
N-am sa mor
Acum imi e mult mai bine...

Chiar daca suferi
Eu tot n-apar
Sufletul mi-e amar
Pe veci eu dispar
Cautarea e-n zadar
Nu voi da un semn macar
Si daca plangi
Gandurile mi le alungi

Raise from hell!!

Walking from a broken dream...
I'm goin' now to hell....
I'm dying , I'm dying!!!!
No!!!
You never said goodbye
You never said goodbye!!!

I'm walking alone in flames...
In Flames,hot flames...
I'm burning , I'm burning
No!!!
You never saw me alive
You never saw me alive!!!!

You always said I'm a bad thing
In this fucking world....
Now I'm gone , I'm gone!!
I'm crying ,I'm crying!
No!!!
You've made me to suffer
You've made me to suffer!!!


Now my life is gone forever
I'm falling  down
Down in darkness...
I can't escape from here!!


I'll come back from hell
To make your life a disaster
You're crying , you're crying!!!
Yeah!!!!
Now I say you goodbye
I say you goodbye!!!

Making you to suffer
It's so funny
Like you did with me!!!
You're bleeding , You're bleeding!!
Yeah!!!!
Burn now in hell!
In hell I said!!!! ohh!!!

Now your life is gone forever
You're falling down
Down in the darkness
You can't escape from here!!!

....Pain....

Standing outside in the rain
Feeling this fucking pain
I'm just here alone
No more time and then I'm gone...
Feeling so sad..
Maybe I'm mad....

This will be my sacrifice
For everybody who hates me
I will fall apart of life
Because I'm just me
A bad thing in your mind....

For some love (what i don't have...)

Look in my eyes and tell me what you see
Tell me all your feelings
I need you here...
On my arms to give you hug when i want....
Don't tell me you're leaving now
Cause you'll broke my heart...

You're everything ...
You're anything ...

The Nightmare...

I'm in your nightmare
I'm the hunter
Feel my power
I'm the mage
And you're in my cage
Now you'll feel my rage
I don't care....

Demons everywhere
You're so scared...
You're bleeding now..
You just sleep in your grave!!.

Lonely kill people!!<>

You don't care about your lonely
But it kills you slowly
You will die so slowly
You will die in torments
Like everyone who kills my happiness

You're alone in this world
Just like me!!!...
Don't dare to speak with me....

Suffering!!

I wanna see you suffering
Burn in hell.
I don't need you as my friend...
You're a fucking liar.....
DIEEEEEEEE!!!!

I'm waching in my diary
Where I noted my crimes
My fucking crimes!

Look there in that corner
On that wall
Is engraved my name with enemy's blood!!!

This place is private , private...
For everyone ...

You don't  worth to live anymore
So , burn in hell!!!...

Balul Intunericului....

Negura se lasa
Nici macar nu-mi pasa.
In timp ce trecutu' ne-ngroapa
Si tot sapa...
In gandurile noastre
Provocand dezastre...
Eu astept sfarsitul
Imi iau nimicul
Sting lumina
Si las cortina....

Lasandu-se intunericul
Apare pericolul...
Copacii se apleaca...
Sufletele pleaca
Ori acolo sus ,ori acolo jos
Nu-i cale de-ntors...

     

>>>Suflete<<<*

Merg pe drumul vietii
Prin paradisul ghetii
Poate intr-o zi se topeste
Si un suflet bun se iveste...

Un suflet bun sa fie langa tine
Sa faca pentru tine doar ce-i mai bine
Sa te faca sa visezi
Lumea ta sa ti-o creezi
Sa zbori pintre nori
Sa ai zeci de admiratori.

Daca un suflet demonic se trezeste
Si pe tine te gaseste
Gandul tau se risipeste
Si imediat el putrezeste...

Capitolul II : Urmarirea Amandei

Dupa ceva timp de stat in casa, Amanda decide sa nu-si iroseasca viata stand in casa si decide sa iasa cu o prietena,Caroline, la o cafea.
Se intalneste cu ea in parcul central al localitatii unde locuia.
-Hey , ce mai faci Amanda, nu te-am mai vazut de mult timp... ma bucur ca ai iesit cu mine..
- Buna! Mda stiu, nu prea am avut chef de iesit in ultima vreme
-Dar e bine ca acu ai mai iesit ...
In timp ce merg pe strada, deodata Amanda pune mainile la cap,aude aceeasi voce a lui Vertigo , spunand aceleasi cuvinte in acea limba foarte ciudata.
Caroline o intreaba:
-S-a intamplat ceva?
-Nu, doar ca ma cam doare capu'! Ascunzand defapt motivul...
Imediat ajung si la cafenea.Se aseaza la o masa si comanda doua cafele cu lapte.
Deodata ,Amanda , intocand capul il vede pe vertigo la o masa alaturata...Inchide ochii , ii deschide la loc ,dar vampirul disparuse...
Se intreaba daca nu cumva are vedenii din cauza acelui cosmar?...Sau nu fusese un cosmar si acu Vertigo venise dupa ea?
Trece o ora . Nu se mai intampla nimik ciudat... Cele doua pritene vorbesc linistile, in timp ce-si sorbeau incet cafeaua.
Termina cafelele ,platesc ,ies afara si Amanda spune:
-Ai putea,te rog sa ma conduci pana acasa, ca s-a intunecat si mi-e cam frica de intuneric.
-Parca nu-ti era frica de intuneric.
-Ba da, dar n-am spus nimanui asta..
Zis si facut ... Caroline o conduce pana acasa ...Cand ajung in fata usii,Amanda isi imbratiseaza prietena.
-Noapte buna, sa ai grija de tine..
-Am sa am , noapte buna!
Amanda mai fumeaza o tigare si apoi se culca... Urmatoarea zi dimineata citeste in ziar: "O Moarte cumplita a unei tinere de 19 ani a socat pana si criminalistii.
Tanara Caroline Dorston a fost gasita moarta in curtea casei ei,de catre sora ei mai mica,care a sunat imediat la urgente....Fata nu avea urme de lovituri .La locul faptei nu s-a gasit niciun
indiciu pt a ajunge la faptas.Dar ceva si mai ciudat este ca fata avea 2 intepaturi adanci pe gat ...
Amanda citind acestea ,ramane socata pt cateva secunde, scuipa sucul pe care-l bea pe podea... Isi da seama ca Vertigo exista cu adevarat si ca nu fusese un cosmar...
Peste trei zile , Amanda se duce la inmormantarea prieteni sale dragi... Atunci cand este coborat sicriul in groapa... Amanda , plangand , il vede pe Vertigo atarnat cu capul in jos
intr-un pom la o distanta de vreo treizeci de metri ...Atunci se intoarce , iese din cimitir si pleaca repede spre casa...Pana ajunge acasa se intunecat si fix in fata portii,
Vertigo ii apare in fata, ea speriata scoate de la gat cruciulita ei de aur si o indreapta spre el...Vede ca nu are niciun efect...
Fuge repede spre usa , o deschide,intra in casa si o inchide ... Aude cum scrijelea usa cu ghiarele... si dupa cateva secunde nu mai aude nimic . Spera doar sa nu fi intrat in casa.
Urca sus in dormitor si inchide usa camerei... se baga in pat si adorme...
Urmatoarea zi dimineata se trzeste si se uita-n oglinda ... Nu avea niciun semn pe gat.Se duce la usa casei si o deschide ...Pe ea cisteste "Nesto goua farnit agarte"...
Habar nu avea ce insemna asta ... Se duce la o biblioteca in oras si cotrobaie in mai multe carti vechi... Si gaseste raspunsul : "Nesto goua farnit agarte" insemnand "Nu ai unde sa fugi"...
Atunci ea crede ca ii va venii sfarsitul in scurt timp...
Ajunge acasa si aprinde calculatorul...pe ecran apar acelasi cuvinte : "Nesto goua farnit agarte" .Deodata imaginea lui Vertigo apare pe monitor.
-Scumpa draga, degeaba tu fugi mereu.Sti bine ca tot te voi prinde si sangele tau ma va hranii.
-De ce tocmai eu ? De ce?Pe altcina nu poti omora ?(zice plangand)Deja mi-ai omorat pritena , nu ti-e mila deloc?
-Draga, pt mine mila nu exista ... Cand mi-e foama ,pur si simplu aleg o persoana si acctionez...Si nu ma las pana nu beau sangele celor alesi de mine.
Calculatorul se opreste brusc ...Amanda se intreaba speriata : Cum se poate sa apara pe ecranul monitorului , ce magie e asta?
In scurt timp dupa intamplarea asta Amanda primeste un telefon de la iubitul ei :
-Hey Amanda , cat de dor imi era sa vorbesc cu tine... Am sunat sa-ti spun ca ma reintorc in tara si ca vreau sa trec pe la tine .Ajung pe la ora noua.
-Super, te voi astepta ...
-Apropo...Crezi ca as putea ramane peste noapte la tine??
-Mi-ar face placere sa te primesc .
-Ok atunci. Pa!
-Pa dragule!
Pe a ora noua si cinci minute soneria suna si Amanda se duce si raspunde
Era chiar iubitul ei Jonathan... Ea il imbratiseaza,il saruta si il invita inauntru si mai stau de vorba...Si ii povesteste faza cu Vertigo.
-Vorbesti serios? Un vampir?
-Mda , a omorat-o pe Caroline...
-Ingrozitor... nici nu stiam ca a murit.
-Stiu , nu aveai de unde...
-Si locul ala unde te-ai trezit sti unde este?
-Nu , nici nu parea a fi pe Pamant... Copacii nu aveau frunze,erau uscati...si cimitirul ala era f ciudat...Vertigo a zis ca acolo ziua nu exista
-Ciudat!!! O fi intr-o alta dimensiune?
-Nu stiu , cred ca e posibil...
Dupa ce ii spune absolut totul, se duc sus in dormitor si se culca in patul ei cel dublu.

Puterea intunericului...

Puterea intunericului…

Capitolul I : Conacul.

O seara placuta , era joi ,in care o fata de 19 ani,Amanda, cu parul negru ,lung si ochi verzi le spune noapte buna prietenilor sai .

Amanda in drum spre casa o ia pe o alee pt scurta drumul... Deodata luminile din zona se sting, aude un miorlait de pisica ...

Simtea cum cineva o priveste... Deodata fata lesina....Dupa ceva timp... se trezeste , era tot noapte, dar nu se mai afla in acelasi loc, era intr-un

cimitir intunecat , speriata,Amanda incepe sa fuga si da peste un tip inalt, alb la fata , cu par lung si negru si ochii lafel de intunecati ca noaptea...

-Buna seara , tanara domnisoara, ce te aduce pe meleagurile acestea??

-Buna ( cu o voce speriata), eu sunt Amanda si habar nu am cum am ajuns aici...

-Eu sunt Vertigo, stapanul noptii si al acestor meleaguri... Daca doresti te poti adaposti noaptea aceasta la conacul meu si maine poti sa te indrepti spre casa.

-Nu stiu ce sa zic , dar avand in vedere ca nu stiu cum ajuns aici si nu cunosc locurile , am sa merg pt o noapte.

Vertigo o conduce pe Amanda pana la conac...

-Usa e deschisa... intra, voi revenii si eu imediat(disparand in noapte)

Amanda putin speriata, apasa pe cleata mare a usii in forma de liliac si aceasta se deschide singura cu o scartaitura sumbra...

Intra,insa nu zareste niciun fel de sursa de lumina... Dupa cateva secunde se aprind lumanirile dintr-un candelabru ,care faceau lumina cam slaba...

Ea zareste un mobiler destul de straniu... vede ca podeaua si absolut tot conacul era facut din lemn...

Deodata o usa din stanga se deschide cu un scartait scurt si Vertigo apare in incaperea mare , tarandu-si pelerina din piele pe jos...

Amanda tremura, se lasase un frig incat ii dardaiau dintii... Vertigo apropiindu-se de ea zice :

-Sa te conduc la camera de oaspeti...Pe aici.

Si incep a urca pe scarile mari din lemn care scartaiau si ele de asemenea.Ajung in dreptul unei usi negre...

- Aici este camera unde vei sta. Vertigo ii lasa lumanarea care de asemenea era si ea neagra si dispare pe coridorul lung in intuneric..

Amanda intra in camera... Acolo ea observa un pat dublu.. cu asternut negru, o glinda cu noptiera... si un tablou al unui tip batran cu par alb si o pelerina  asemanatoare cu cea a lui Vertigo.Amanda pune lumanarea pe noptiera si se aseaza pe pat. Uitandu-se spre fereastra observa ca aceasta era asa de murdara incat

nu intra nici macar lumina lunii.

Crede ca ajunsese intr-o alta lume... isi pune cateva intrebari... de ce toate lucrurile aici erau asa stranii si sumbre... Vechimea conacului lui Vertigo... Pana si culoarea pielii lui mult prea alba pt un om in viata.Se ridica din pat si scoate din buzunar un pachet de tigari si o bricheta,aprinzandu-si

o tigare...Tragand din tigare... se uita din nou la tabloul de pe perete si observa ca de data asta in spatele batranului aparea luna...

Termina tigarea, se pune din nou in pat ,se acopera si spera ca totul in urmatoarea zi sa fie bine si sa ajunga acasa.

In toiul noptii se trezeste auzind scartaitul podelei de pe coridor...se ridica...si se indreapta spre usa.Cand pune pana sa deschida usa aude sunete de orga,iese in coridorul intunecat ,dar nu zareste pe nimeni , fiind prea intuneric.Se intoarce si abia acu observa ca lumanarea era stinsa si nu-si amintea sa o fi stins. O reaprinde si coboara jos ...Il zareste pe Vertigo cantand la orga o melodie foarte stranie si gotica...acesta zarind-o ii raspunde:

-Scuze daca te-am trezit... dar cantatul la orga noaptea e o placere de-a mea...

-Totusi... noaptea?

-De ce nu , ce are?

-Nu stiu.

-Imi cer scuze , n-am sa mai cant.Si dispare pe o usa din dosul casei...

Deodata lumanarea Amandei se stinge...aude cum cineva se indrepta spre ea pe scari in jos, pentru ca scartaiau foarte tare...

Se intoarce si aprinde bricheta... nu zareste pe nimeni, dar sunetul nu inceta. Dupa ce se opreste scartaitul, simte niste maini reci,care incep sa o stranga de gat si o voce rece si groasa-i spune:

- N-ai ce cauta aici, in imparatia intunericului in care ziua nu exista...Mult, n-ai sa supravietuiesti.Dupe ce mainile reci ii dau drumul , se intoarce speriata si aprinde repede bricheta... nici de aceasta data nu zareste pe nimeni...Amanda fiind coplesita de locul straniu si de cuvintele auzite cade in

genunchi si incepe sa planga, lumanarea se reaprinde deodata ,care o sperie. Observa ca lacrimile ei erau din sange...Se sperie si mai tare, ia o batista din buzunar se sterge redepe si fuge spre usa conacului, dar aceasta era inchisa...Din cauza frici lesina...

Dupa ceva timp... se trezeste legata de un stalp de lemn in pivnita conacului...Vertigo era intr-un colt si canta aceeasi melodie ghotica ...Ea speriata intreaba plangand :

-De ce sunt legata?!

Vertigo se ridica de la orga si se indreapta spre ea spunandui :

-Dupa cum observi, eu sunt un vampir.Tu ai ajuns aici, deoarece eu te-am adus cu ajutorul fortei mele intunecate pt a-mi potolii foame de sange.

Amanda plangand vede cum Vertigo sare asupra ei, dar din greseala rupe funia cu ghiarele lui lungi si ascutite...

Fata fuge, urca pe scari, iese din pivnita si se indreapta spre usa...Iese afara si o ia la fuga. Cand se uita inapoi il vede pe Vertigo urmarind-o si il aude spunand niste cuvinte,parca intr-o limba necunoscuta... Deodata ea cade intr-o gropa aproape de cimitir...

Se trezeste apoi acasa la ea si tresare din pat. Observa apoi ca totul fusese un cosmar.

De atunci tanara Amanda , prefera sa fie mai tot timpu singura si nu mai iesea aproape deloc cu prietenii sai, care acestia nu stiau ce era cu comportamentul ei schimbat.

A mai trecut o zi...

Inca o zi a mai trecut
Si totusi ceru-i inca mut
Inca o picatura a cazut
Si tu pe veci ai disparut
Vroiam doar sa-ti fie bine
Nu ma gandeam deloc la mine

Iarna iar a sosit
Eu ii zic un bun venit
Inca un fulg s-a asternut
Nu este deloc placut
E doar un frig
Ce-i foarte aprig...


Dar intr-o zi soarele tot rasare
Pe campii apare-un chip de floare..
Si sta acolo pana atunci cand moare...
Nu stiam ca poate fi atat de tare

Dar intr-o zi soarele tot rasare
Pana-n ziua atunci cand el dispare
Pe suflet eu am o apasare
Moartea leac deloc nu are..


Dimineata cand ma trezesc
Si pe iarba uda eu pasesc
Stiu ca eu mereu gresesc
Dar din viata nu lipsesc...
Ceru-i acu tot negru
De ce nu mai e albastru
Tot in juru' meu e un dezastru...

Dar intr-o zi soarele tot rasare
Pe campii apare-un chip de floare..
Si sta acolo pana atunci cand moare...
Nu stiam ca poate fi atat de tare

Dar intr-o zi soarele tot rasare
Pana-n ziua atunci cand el dispare
Pe suflet eu am o apasare
Moartea leac deloc nu are..

Vantul de la drum ma tot abate
De fericire nu am parte
Eu tot incerc dar nu pot razbate.
Pun capu' jos si-adorm pe spate...
Intr-o buna zi am s-ajung departe....

Grim Reaper comes for you..

Moartea-i pe aproape
Nu-i deloc departe
Vine dupa tine
Si in mana tzine
O coasa mare
Se crede mult prea tare...

Fugi , fugi, dar tot te prinde...
Sufletul ti-l cuprinde
Cu intuneric il incatuseaza
Si pe seama ta se distreaza...

N-ai ce-i face acum
Tu nu mai scapi din iad
Nu mai simti mirosul de brad...
Padurea s-a uscat
Copacii au picat...

Satan te-a trimis in infern
Tinutul etern
Al durerii neincetate
Vei stai aici o eternitate...

---Dorinte---

Cat de mult eu as dori
Copil eu sa nu fiu...
Sa simt totusi
Ca exista in mine ceva viu...
Vreau sa fac doar ce vreau....
Sa ma plimb peste tot in lume
Sa dau numai peste lucruri bune
Persoane de treaba si amabile
Sa fie macar acceptabile...
Toata vara am sa calatoresc
Ma urc pe motor si tot inainte eu pornesc...

Tari am sa strabat
Gata cu cartierul rau famat...
Merg pe drum si ma gandesc
De ce necazuri mai pot acum sa ma ciocnesc
Doar cei mai buni prieteni
Cu mine mereu vor fi
In aceasta calatorie
Departe de copilarie...
Am sa ajung doar ce vreau eu
Si de voi alege un drum rau
Voi sti mereu ,asta-i drumul meu...

Dorinte eu am multe
Indeplinite nu vor fi fara lupte
Crude ,sangeroase
Si foarte periculoase...
Dupa fiecare lupta
Inima imi e franta..
Respir greu..
Dar voi sti mereu

Ca voi fi doar ce vreau eu ...

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Tu chiar nu sti ceea ce simt
Ti se pare ca eu mereu mint
Asta chiar ma amageste
Inima mi se raceste
Viata pe drum trece
Si ma lasa rece
Nu mai am deloc in suflet pace
De cate ori sa zic drace
De fiecare data cand ceva nu-mi place??
Nimeni nu stie cum gandesc
Dar totusi ma amagesc...

Soare,luna si iar Luna...

Dupa ploaie
Soarele ma taie
Cu lumina puternica
Si foarte prielnica...
Dupa furtuna
Pe cer apare-o luna
Imprastie lumina
Cu o scanteie divina...
Pamantul se roteste
Timpul nu se-opreste
Eu imbatranesc...
Si la drum pornesc....
Prin viata am de trecut
In orizontu' bine cunoscut
Cand deasupra rasere-o luna
Toti varcolacii se aduna
Oameni sa manance
Si apoi ei doar sa plece...
In padure pe unde hoinaresc
Stau printre copaci si ma pandesc.....

Singur, mereu singur!!!

Prin padure eu trec
In departare vad un bec...
Merg de zile intregi tot inainte
Pe niste carari parca parasite
Drumul nu se mai termina
E numai frig shi bezna


Sunt numai eu singur in lumea asta nedreapta
In care am lasat o veche pata...
Deodata pe parcurs
Dau eu de un urs..
Fug si scap...
Fara mare bataie de cap


Rana se deschide
In inima ma cuprinde...
Timpul se opreste
Furtuna se-nteteste
Un soi de frica ma loveste...


Sunt numai eu singur in lumea asta nedreapta
In care am lasat o veche pata...
Deodata pe parcurs
Dau eu de un urs..
Fug si scap...
Fara mare bataie de cap


Mereu eu sunt de vina
Mai bine sunt calcat de masina...
In viata eu stric tot mereu
Nu credeam ca poate fi atat de greu
Cel mai bine stau inchis intr-un separeu...
Separat de lume , acum si tot mereu....


Sunt numai eu singur in lumea asta nedreapta
In care am lasat o veche pata...
Deodata pe parcurs
Dau eu de un urs..
Fug si scap...
Fara mare bataie de cap

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Sa gandesc pozitiv eu nu pot

Sunt mai rau decat un om mort

O alta incercare n-ar conta

Nimic nu m-ar mai putea salva...

Hell comes on earth...

       (*)(<><>)(*)Hell comes on earth(*)(<><>)(*)


Under this red sky
I will rise my hands
And I'll start screaming
As I bleed.....

And now I stand in a corner
Crying and feeling my blood boiling
I'm waching my dead friends
Full of blood and decapitated
THE HELL COMES ON EARTH!!!!

What can I do?
To get rid of demons
Who stands around me..
Someone can help me?!


And now I stand in a corner
Crying and feeling my blood boiling
I'm waching my dead friends
Full of blood and decapitated
THE HELL COMES ON EARTH!!!!

Everything burns around me
There's nothing with which to extinguish the fire
How I can get this anymore .....
I'm almost dead.....

And now I stand in a corner
Crying and feeling my blood boiling
I'm waching my dead friends
Full of blood and decapitated
THE HELL COMES ON EARTH!!!!


THE HELL COMES ON EARTH!!!!
And there's nothing to do..
My last wish is to be with you......

And now I stand in a corner
Crying and feeling my blood boiling
I'm waching my dead friends
Full of blood and decapitated
THE HELL COMES ON EARTH!!!!

Fucking feelings

Mereu in viatza sunt momente
Care sunt intotdeauna regretate
De nimeni altcineva decat de mine
Niciodata nu mi-e bine...
Tie ti pare ca totul se invarte in jurul tau
Mie mi se pare ca totu-i intr'o cadere lenta
Simt in gura gust de menta
Asta-i numai paradisu' tau....

Mereu in viatza sunt momente
Care sunt intotdeauna regretate
Eu niciodata n-am dreptate
De iubire nu am parte...

Soarta m-a lasat dezolat si rece
Cand credeam ca totul va trece
Nu e nimeni care sa ma-npace
Cu viatza asta careia ii zic eu "drace"....
Stresul ma ingroapa
Nimeni dupa, nu ma dezgroapa
Demonul vine de-ndata
In timp ce eu ma uit pe harta
El vine si ma inhatza...

Mereu in viatza sunt momente
Care sunt intotdeauna regretate
Eu niciodata n-am dreptate
De iubire nu am parte...

Ghiare de demon va aratati
Capul cavalerului negru-l taiati
Si inspre cimitir va indreptati
O groapa sa sapati....
Ma indrept spre paradis
Asa cum am visat azinoapte-n vis

Mereu in viatza sunt momente
Care sunt intotdeauna regretate
Eu niciodata n-am dreptate
De iubire nu am parte...

Pe mine cine ma ajuta

De fiercare data cand cad pe burta

Nu e nimeni acolo cand e greu

Eu voi fi singur mereu...

Vremuri Vechi...

Timpul zboara, nu se mai opreste
Fac graffiti pe un perete
"The life is just a fucking bitch,
I wanna be famous and rich"

Stau si ma gandesc la copilaria mea
Care s-a topit precum un fulg de nea
Vremurile vechi nu mai vin
Niciodata ca sa fi plin
De viatza din nou ca inainte
Sta la mine ascusa-n minte
O speranta pentru vremuri noi
Sa ne jucam noi doi...

Cateodata ma gandesc ce am de gand
Si de ce fluturii traiesc doar o zi pe pamant?
Locuiesc intr-o casa bantuita
Transmisiunea TV este bruiata
O fantoma vad in fata mea
Pare a fi fantoma ta
Daca incerci sa ma omori
Iau creioanele si te desenez in culori

Stau si ma gandesc la copilaria mea
Care s-a topit precum un fulg de nea
Vremurile vechi nu mai vin
Niciodata ca sa fi plin
De viatza din nou ca inainte
Sta la mine ascusa-n minte
O speranta pentru vremuri noi
Sa ne jucam noi doi...

O fantoma in culori desenata
E tot ce as mai putea vedea
Mai ales ca e si beata
S-o vad dupaia cum ardea
In casa cea veche si parasita
Sta ea intr-o balta de sange-n prispa...

Stau si ma gandesc la copilaria mea
Care s-a topit precum un fulg de nea
Vremurile vechi nu mai vin
Niciodata ca sa fi plin
De viatza din nou ca inainte
Sta la mine ascusa-n minte
O speranta pentru vremuri noi
Sa ne jucam noi doi...

I just wanna die!

I just wanna die
And you can revive me
In a good day
Not like this fucking day
I  just wanna see the hell
With my brown eyes
And after see the death again
With my black eyes...
I wanna be a fucking ghost
I wanna haunt your house
You will die after you see me
A transparent man
In your mirror

                                

Crime Time

Un pistol de-as avea
Sa-l pun la tampla ta
Sa trag sa tasneasca sange
Acum sa-l vad cum curge
Inima iti plange...
Departe imi e gandul
La fel cum este vantul
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Viata

Viata nu e asa cum vrei...
De-aia ai inceput sa tot bei...
Nu are rost sa-ti iei aceasta viatza
Chiar daca in inima ta e numai gheata.
Daca te uiti in jurul tau
Totul pare minunat
Dar daca te uiti mai bine totul e un cacat
Te-nteleg ca ti se face rau...
Dar n-are rost
Sa te agiti ca un prost
Sa-ti iasa totul bine
Gandeste-te mai bine
Sigur nu ti-e bine

Acum iti spun adio
In timp ce-l ascult pe Dio...
In lume am sa plec
In fata nimanui nu ma aplec...
Iau o chitara si pe scena apar
Viata mea nu e in zadar
Si acum iti dau in dar
Un cantec macar...

Un suflet amar ca al meu
Sa-l indulcesti este cam greu
Acum stau si ma uit cum soarele apune
Nu mai am chef nici macar de glume
Acu e chiar pe bune
De ce trebuie ca lumea sa-si bata joc
Asta nu este un joc

Acum iti spun adio
In timp ce-l ascult pe Dio...
In lume am sa plec
In fata nimanui nu ma aplec...
Iau o chitara si pe scena apar
Viata mea nu e in zadar
Si acum iti dau in dar
Un cantec macar...

Viata ta virtuala
E mult prea banala
Acum nu mai am incredere
In tine , Esti doar praf si pulbere...
Dar totusi deschide ochii si tu
Nu mai spune mereu nu
Tot ce vei vedea
As dori sa-ti cada ca povara grea
Vei vedea ca lumea nu e asa cum crezi
Treptat vei observa ca o sa incepi sa pierzi....

Acum iti spun adio
In timp ce-l ascult pe Dio...
In lume am sa plec
In fata nimanui nu ma aplec...
Iau o chitara si pe scena apar
Viata mea nu e in zadar
Si acum iti dau in dar
Un cantec macar...

Friends are not friends

I thought you are my friend
But you're not
You are Just a fucking lier
You, fucking asshole
You will never receive a beer again from me
you will not ever get a cigarette again from me


The word "friend" is just
A fucking lie in the world
In this fucking world....
I hate you!!!!!!!!

For what I need friends?
To disappoint me again?
No!! I wouldn't dare
To make friends again

The word "friend" is just
A fucking lie in the world
In this fucking world....
I hate you!!!!!!!!

After a simple quarrel
With a friend
He start swearing you
So your friends are just enemies...

The word "friend" is just
A fucking lie in the world
In this fucking world....
I hate you!!!!!!!!

Wake me up...
I'm living in a nightmare
A nightmare with zombies
Warewolfs and vampires...
SOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
Friends are not friends!!!!!!

You don't care

            *)<>(* You don't care *)<>(*

I feel so bad
'Cuz!!!!....
I love you but.
But you don't care
What I did??
What I did to deserve this....
NO!!!!!!
Why you don't care?
Why? Why? Why?
I'm here alone..
NO!!!!!!

Refren :
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I don't undertand why you don't care?
What is the problem??
Why you don't understand?
I like you and nothing gonna change this
I will still this forever.
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Every moment of happiness is paid in tears
And this I can't bear
Was a walk to remember
But she left without saying goodbye...

But in a day like that
My feelings will stop
To exist in my head and my heart
And I will fly like a bird!!!
Refren :
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I don't undertand why you don't care?
What is the problem??
Why you don't understand?
I like you and nothing gonna change this
I will still this forever.
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Sad storys...
Makes people careless to insist
In his own carelessness
And victims who really help them?

Refren :
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I don't undertand why you don't care?
What is the problem??
Why you don't understand?
I like you and nothing gonna change this
I will still this forever.
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I was wrong as I tried to dream you
And although why I keep wondering you anymore
In my mind? ... Every night
I hear the echo of your whispers.
Refren :
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I don't undertand why you don't care?
What is the problem??
Why you don't understand?
I like you and nothing gonna change this
I will still this forever.
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Madness

Sunt un psihopat
Ce are ganduri criminale
Stau in pat
Si ma gandesc la lucruri banale
Stau pe podea
Si ma gandesc cum casa lor ardea
Stau in pod
Si ma gandesc in ce mod
Se ia anumit drog
Stau in beci
Si ma gandesc sa iau un brici
Ascutit ca un spin de arici
Si sa'l infig in tine
Ca sa ma simt eu bine

Nobody understands me

(*)><(*)Nobody understands me(*)><(*)
                
Nobody understands me
If I die who will cry for me?
Who will miss me?
I wanna see you sit on knees
I wanna see you crying everyday
And everynight....
Now I wonder if you're guilty of my death

Refren:
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And now, when I'm gone
Come and bring me
A black rose like in my dreams
Like in my nightmares
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If you say "I love you"
I hear "I hate you"
If you say "I hate you"
I hear "I hate you"
So!!!!!
I never come back to you
'Cuz you didn't bring me
The black rose!!!

Refren:
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And now, when I'm gone
Come and bring me
A black rose like in my dreams
Like in my nightmares
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My body cry in my grave
Because on it is written
Burn in hell you , demon!!!
And I can't have nice dreams
Just nightmares where I see
How I died!!!!!
Refren:
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And now, when I'm gone
Come and bring me
A black rose like in my dreams
Like in my nightmares
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What the fuck!!!!
Why nobody understands me...
Why I must suffer forever
Because this phase
My heart is pulsing black blood!!!!!
I wanna meet someone
Who understands my feelings!!!
Refren:
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And now, when I'm gone
Come and bring me
A black rose like in my dreams
Like in my nightmares
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Zombie-ul si gandirea mea criminala...

Il auzeam cum respira-n mormant
Si se zbatea-n sicriul sau zbierand
Piciorul pe capac il pun razand
Si mai arunc o oala de pamant
Afara ceatza se lasa cu vant
Si ceva sadik imi trecea prin gand
Lopata mare , iau , lovesc cantand

I'm so lost

I came here from faraway
And you left me in fog
How can I trust you again
Because this phase
Refren:
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It's always the same
All the people are the same
Like two pairs of gloves
Which are identical...
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You can fool me one time
But after this, you can't tell me
I like you, 'cause I'll know
It's not the true
You can leave me down
But I'll pick up my body
And I'll go home
I will rest forever
Refren:
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It's always the same
All the people are the same
Like two pairs of gloves
Which are identical...
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I'm so lost
You leaved me out in the dark
Please!!!!!!!
Turn on the light
To see my way again
To go back home

I'll just kill myself
To stop this suffering
Burn me in hell
Wearing a belt
On it is Written
Born to die
I was disappointed one time
The second time you will not
Who to disappoint

Refren:
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It's always the same
All the people are the same
Like two pairs of gloves
Which are identical...
<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>
I am in great distress
And there's no one to save me
Now , how dare you talk to me
After all what you did
.....................
I'M SO LOST NOW!!!!!
And I still asking how
Can I solve this....

Don't forget me

            Don't forget me 


My name is Lucifer
The devil is inside of me
Don't look in my eyes
Or you'll die
I don't know who to blame
I love you ,crying and screaming my name
Refren :
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I'm the devil
You can't kill me
I'm so evil
Please stop me
I'm a good man
So please don't leave me
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My eyes are black
My eyes are black
As the night sky
If you look at my eyes
You'll fall into a deep sleep

So please do not look
'cause I need you
If you'll die
I do not have for what to live
In this this world of sorrow
I'll never bow
How can I remove this demon out of me?
To mean something to you

Refren :
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I'm the devil
You can't kill me
I'm so evil
Please stop me
I'm a good man
So please don't leave me
<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>

Don't forget my last three words
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My life ends here....
So don't forget those three words........
 DON'T FORGET ME!!!